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Friday, May 27, 2005
haiz...today finally end of the stoopid term 2 le...holiday le...wow...holiday le hor...but quite sian first week all go back to sch...time really flies...monday jiu shi chi o level le...i?still in the middle of no where...haiz...i feel lost...sumtimes i wonder is it i am bad or wat....friends are there i know...but the feeling juz isnt right..i juz feel that i dun ve those type of frenz that could go out alone juz a few that type...or sumtime juz two of us lor...i not say no haveis have...like last time with mui n yun...whenever i feel like to go anywhere i will sure msg mui n plan...but not say now no have la...but juz feel that after class change le...she has her own grp lor...den i feel like i dun wan to disturb them lor...is it i change?i dunno la...or mayb is me la...i dun feel like talkin nowadays...haiz...my shortie kor...not i dun wan to msg to talk to u ...is juz that i dunno wat to talk to u...den i oso dun wan to ma fan u anymore...like u gt our own life...nt i dun wan him...i dun wan to disturb his life...he take care of me so long le...4 yrs le...still so take care of me...now he poly liao seem like quite busy...i dun wan him to have a burden...but i juz dunno how?i sometimes feel like talkin to him...but juz dunno wat to talk...lookin at my fone...in a daze...haiz...wat is life...i cant see anythin...i feel lost lor...aiyo...sumone help me to find my way...
-loSt-
can't be any happier @
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